Hello, Lovely Soul Drop!!
How are you doing? New month, a new start, and thank the gods for that because I’ve been a mess lately!! I’m getting used to working as a freelancer, and although I love my job and studying again, my professional life is still quite young.
I’m 23 years old, but I don’t feel like a fully-fledged adult yet. Does one ever feel like that? Not only is my career path just starting, my life as a content creator is still under development. I haven’t been able to post as much as I like, I have no idea how the algorithm of anything works, and I haven’t completed all the projects I have planned.
You know what? I think this is perfectly fine. I don’t have everything figured out yet, and that’s all right. I’m learning day by day, growing with each experience, and step by step I’m getting closer to my goals. I’m going to fail so many times! That’s part of the process. There was a moment when I thought I should stop creating any content that is inspirational or that tries to motivate others because I’m not always following my own advice…still if I’m going to wait to be perfect to enter the conversation then I’ll be forever silent.
I’m not a politics, philosophy, psychology, sociology, or even a literature expert. Grammarly constantly reminds me my punctuation and redaction skills are far from perfect. I don’t have all the answers! Even if I continue to learn for the rest of my life I’ll never have them all. Then I remembered why I began my podcast, my blog, my Facebook groups, and my newsletters. I wanted to share my thoughts, learn from others, and remind myself of my goals each time I interacted with my content. I want to create a YouTube channel, a Locals community, and one day a small company of my own. I want to publish my books on Amazon, become a professional interpreter, and a voice actress, and give a platform to those reasonable voices that are drowned with all the drama. Why? Why do I want all of that?
A part of me wants recognition. I want my voice to be heard, to feel seen, and to feel understood. I grew up feeling like an alien, as an outcast, and without any sense of community. I searched for tribes, but my individualist soul never settled anywhere. That part of me wants to connect with a community and feel at home. Another part of me wants to help others and bring light into this treacherous world. I have overcome depression several times now, and I wouldn’t have done it without the help of many kind brave souls that inspired me to keep going. Some know they saved my life, while others don’t even know I exist. If I can give back to the world the kindness I’ve received; that would make me the happiest woman on Earth. Finally, I feel like it’s my life’s mission to change myself for the better…I am a better person each day because I want to be better for you, for my loved ones, and for the next generations.
I’m only a soul drop. A single drop in a vast ocean. I’m no one, I’m nothing, but at the same time, I mean a lot to a few other soul drops. I’m nothing special, I’m not a genius or even deserve the labels “coach” or “guide. I’m a simple young woman with a lot in her mind and a lot in her soul, just like anyone else. That doesn’t mean I can’t bring anything to the table. I think we all do! I may not be as experienced or knowledgeable as the people I admire, but I’m me…no one else can be me. No one else has the same combination of experiences I’ve had. The same goes for you, so if you’re thinking about creating your own content…please do!
I’m here to offer everything I have. Whether it’s too little or too much, I just want you to benefit in any way from it. If it inspires you, motivates you, makes you think, or moves you in any way…then I’m happy. I won’t put subscriptions for this newsletter, but if you want to contribute monetarily here’s my PayPal. Remember, it’s not necessary, just if you feel like it and if you are able to. All I want is for my work to be useful to you.
https://paypal.me/belwriter?country.x=VE&locale.x=es_XC
With much love,
Belle.